I do not know what the fuck is going on. Ofcourse that is not something which si totally new to me. Generally figuring out my emotions is something I have never been good at. Usually, I either live in ignorance or denial of my emotions. That is easier, because even though it is harder to face all the emotions at once, it is seldom a choice.
I think of it everyday. I sit here, a little perplexed and a little confused. But at the same time, I am really muddled up in the head, I still cannot think straight. I always thought writing helps be clear my head, but I guess its just an outlet of intense emotions which I cannot talk about to anyone else.
