Blase.

you realise suddenly. you are bored. eating. with learning new words. with shopping. with your tears. with the morbid surroundings inside you. with yourself. that is the time you are in a blase.

the man still peeps inside. and he knows for a fact that the predicament you are in cannot ever be disentangled. it is an esoteric abyss with the spasmodic mulcts of destiny. they will never be resolved.

novelty- finding something new in everything you come across. human nature compels the soul to find it. otherwise you Will be a blase. life will be hackneyed.

now when you do come to this point and realise that its all a mockery being played on you, you will but make a fatous comment about how trifling life is to you.

the man is playing a game. be careful. the valorous will conquer.