Thursday, December 11, 2008
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Reality.
Sometimes I wake up in the morning and wonder why I put myself through this. I would like to take the easy way out, graduate with a B.Tech in a subject that I enjoy studying, and get into the working force. Already I'm begining to feel the pressures of having to make lots and lots of money. But I want to pursue something more...I can't explain exactly what I want. I guess I'm just begining to appreciate everything that I've learned in college (outside of the classroom of course). Imagine changing competely your view of the world in a relatively short period of time. Sometimes I tell myself that I haven't changed, stubbornly holding on to my carefree childish attitude. But I can't seem to suppress this new perception of the world. I can no longer pretend to be naive and ignorant, no matter how convenient it is for me. So I strive everyday to learn more about life and about people. Too bad classes get in the way. But its a small price to pay to interact with so many intriguing minds. I need to extend my time within the academic community. It seems as though graduate school is my only option. Unfortunately, this will take a little bit more sacrifice than I had anticipated.
Sunshine.. felt on my palm.
Q. What makes her so unhappy? What makes her so angry? Why does she act in ways i cannot comprehend?
A 1. Thats because she is fucked up inside!
A 2. Its because she loves me and cant take it that you are not with her when she needs me.
Well maybe neither of the two. First one i cannot accept because it is politically incorrect.
Second one has been proved wrong by many instances.
Maybe im just too immature to realise anything.
Underneath the bridge the tarp has sprung a leak and the animals Ive trapped
Have all become my pets and Im living off of grass and the drippings from the ceiling
Its okay to eat fish because they dont have any feelings
The man likes the look on your face, baffled, bewildered and perplexed. Though he is concerned this passes. The darkness will lift up. I have started feeling happy.
A 1. Thats because she is fucked up inside!
A 2. Its because she loves me and cant take it that you are not with her when she needs me.
Well maybe neither of the two. First one i cannot accept because it is politically incorrect.
Second one has been proved wrong by many instances.
Maybe im just too immature to realise anything.
Underneath the bridge the tarp has sprung a leak and the animals Ive trapped
Have all become my pets and Im living off of grass and the drippings from the ceiling
Its okay to eat fish because they dont have any feelings
The man likes the look on your face, baffled, bewildered and perplexed. Though he is concerned this passes. The darkness will lift up. I have started feeling happy.
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