Raise Your Hopeful Voice...

It hurts. So bad. For the first time in my life I feel a professional set back which is so deeply upsetting. It wont be wrong if I say that I had pined all my hopes and plans on this opportunity, which i blew off just by being too excited. I just cannot believe the fact that something this important can ever slip for my hands so easily and so foolishly after coming so far. So many hurdles cleared and the last one took me down with it. It is just unreal. Unreal.